At times the hike seemed quite daunting. When I was down in the valleys looking up at the peaks, I thought to myself "I'll never get up there" - but I did. The secret was to take the uphill sections in short, slow steps and to focus on the bits that were right in front of me, rather than looking up to the peaks themselves. Along the way I decided this was also a metaphor for dealing with the tough, rough parts of life too.
Think big and start small: for the past couple of years I've been looking up to the top of the mountain in teaching - specifically where technology can take student learning. I've been comparing where I am now to where I've been in previous schools. I've been thinking about what a long, hard slog it will be to climb this mountain, to get the teaching and learning with technology to the point I want it to get to. As I was climbing up this peak at the weekend I realised that in order to get up it I had to slow down and take smaller steps. Sometimes the fastest way to do something is to go slowly. With the IT programme I'm often impatient - I want to do things quickly to get the students here to the same level the students are at in other schools. I'm thinking big, but without the proper support, I know need to start small. On this hike many people passed me, but for me that didn't matter. They could maybe climb this mountain in 2 hours, for me it might take a lot longer. The important thing was that I did it, that I was moving forward, that I was enjoying the journey.

Stop and look back - appreciate how far you have come: another thing I have come to recognise is that you need to stop and look back to see how far you've come. Sometimes we're so focused on getting to the end of the journey we forget to turn around and look at the view. This photo shows the other side of the peak that I climbed - at this point I was a lot further on, on the ridge section. It was a real sense of achievement to turn back and to think - Wow! I made it up there, right to the top! In IT while I'm impatient to move on I need to think about the achievements of the past few years. We now have a flexible IT schedule so that we can integrate into all the PYP units of inquiry. We now have more collaboration between the class teachers and the IT teachers. There are more opportunities for the students to use technology in the classroom as we have carts of laptops. We have more emphasis on 21st century skills and on students using Web 2.0 tools that they can access any place, any time. We are working closely with our librarians to develop information literacy skills in our students. All of these are significant achievements - I know I need to be proud of them.
Don't lower your goals - increase your support: One of the biggest things I have to deal with on a daily basis is the feeling that my knowledge and experience is not valued. In a situation like this it would be easy to lower my goals. In the hard parts of this hike there were steel chains hanging down to grab onto to help pull myself up. In some places rough steps had been cut into the sides of the slopes. At a couple of points there were flat rocks where I could rest or sometimes even sit on a bench. I needed those supports to get me through my hike. My supports in my job are the many wonderful colleagues I work with, and the amazing members of my PLN. When I'm feeling low, their encouragement helps me to carry on.
It's important to have balance: The ridge section of the hike is fairly flat, so not hard to walk along - but it's important to have balance. In life it's important to have balance too. Currently I know I'm in danger of working myself into a situation where I become sick - I know many colleagues who do this too because they put themselves last all the time - they struggle to go in even when they are not feeling very well. Someone once said to me "a one legged chair, or a two legged chair doesn't balance very well". That's true. To be a good teacher, I need to be more than a just a teacher. I need to have a life, to look after myself, to find the time to relax and to rejuvenate. I need to say yes a little less. I need to say no a little more. I need to think about my family more and especially, in my daughter's final year of school, the tough year where she's doing the IB Diploma, I need to be there for her a little more too. For the past 2 years I have not been balanced - now I'm in danger of falling over the side of the cliff. I need to stop for a bit, get back onto the ridge, regain my balance and slowly start moving forward again.
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